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I'm not gonna give u the details of our conversations but they were short and not based on any particular subjects....... just random comments and things that were related to the things that happened on the days we talked......

Now I'm 90 percent sure that he's just not that into me..... and basically I'm not excited about someone that can't be excited about me at the beginning of a "friendhip"! It's that simple

At the beginning I was like..... ok ...... he's a nice guy...... maybe it's just not his style to pursue someone ......... maybe he's not looking for something but if I can show him how great I am he might change his mind and come after me.......... but the truth is that I'm not that great....... or if I am my "greatness" needs to be discovered caz as a capricorn I have a low self esteem and need people to constantly remind me that I'm good and normal..... but if he's the type of guy that needs to be shown his directions then I definately think that I'm not the one for him.... I need to go out with someone who knows who he is / what he wants = a mature guy

Never the less the whole experience was awsome......and I can not emphasize enough on how happy I am that he came into my life ...... he made me realize that I'm not interested in people of my past......

Maybe the down side of his presence was the fact that I also realized that I'm not interested in people of my future! I've decided that I'm completely content with being single and alone......... and you have no idea how wonderful it is to finally be at peace!

:)