Va in MANAM...tako tanhaa... dar aastaaneyeh viraanegi..... empty....... is how I feel.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

And then........

Hm.... I guess the title makes this post sound more exciting than it actually is........ and since i dont want to waste ur time I should warn u that it's actually not interesting at all!

So I've told u that I'm 100% content w being single and wanna be single 4 ever etc.

When I went out with P and M last night M told me that my "new guy" has added her on FB and they chated for a few minutes talking about B's party on saturday night and why he missed it etc........ the main point is that he's added one of my friends and started a convo with them!

So the fact that he did that made me start thinking about him again...... and P and M dialed his number so i had to talk to him....... and P told me to ask him "key ba ham biroon berim" (when shoud we go out...... and he said ummmm well we can go on friday night or saturday to the movies w my friends........ and i was like sure ok sounds good....... but when i told P she's like wth........ why with his friends? and I was like.... hmmm ....she's right......... so i sent him a msg at night telling him that i'm actually busy on friday night caz it's a "girlz night out" w my friends......... which is true......... and we're going to M's party on saturday night and he should come ........ + i have to spend some family time on sat or sunday and i'll let him know when i'm free

i was excited about checking my msgs today......... but he hasnt replied............ i know what i said wasnt right.......... i mean i told him friday or sat is ok........ (but i actually just talkked to my mom and she said she's home on sat......... so i sent him a msg on FB again (Even though he hasnt replied to my last msg) saying that i'm only free on sunday.......... ) ......... so if he thinks i'm stupid for telling him that i can meet him on one of those two days and then cancelled by msging him on fb a few hours after......... if he thinks i'm stupid then be it!

I don't have time for any life drammas ......... i have enough of them......... so whatever

and no i'm not sad or mad or upset......... just wanted to share with u the news and let u know that I'm indifferent about what happens :)

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