Lost in the moment vs. Lost the moment.....

For me it's the second one........

The more I think about it the more I think that this won't happen...... he's nice and everything..... I like him and everything....... but he lives too far away from where I live (the same city but 2 hours by bus!) ......... and the first "date" is always the hardest part.......it's been almost a week......and we still haven't had the time to meet each other.........and now I'm sick........ it seems like its never gonna happen....... and I dont think he likes me enough to wait for me to get better...... so thank you....... I had fun........ it was great........the phone calls......the text messages.........the excitement .......everything was really good........ I have no idea what's gonna happen next....... but believe it or not I've grown up enough to be able to let go of someone that I had a crush on!

I hate uncertaintly!

Inam vaghte sarma khordan booooooooooooooood?