Va in MANAM...tako tanhaa... dar aastaaneyeh viraanegi..... empty....... is how I feel.

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Inghad toro doos daram keh hichkasi hichkasio injoori doos nadaaaaaaaasht

Simply frustrated!

That's what I am.......... I think.........

Hmmmm.......... life is just simply as boring as it can get....... there are ( as always) no special things that make me happy

But I mean I can't really complain can I? I'm just living life......... everyday...... and that's all that matters.......

I'm really confused as to what I should do right now........ I'm soooooooooo bored with my job that it's starting to drive me crazy ....... but at the same time it's not like I can quit or anything....... because I don't know what it is that I want to do........... so I spend the whole day thinking about it.........sometimes I get excited about applying to grad school.........sometimes I get excited about getting another job that will pay me a bit better........... but they're just thoughts...... and by the end of the day I'm just as exhausted as I was the day before........

I think I've become a bit depressed.......... I haven't really gone out with my friends in about 2-3 weeks......... and am using food/shopping as a way to fight against it .... I think........ and it does help a little tiny bit........ having donuts in the morning and pizza for lunch..... even if it's everyday........ it's still good........ the only other thing that's missing from the menue is a big bowl of ice cream............and maybe some alcohol..... :D

Anyways........... can't really say that I'm sad.......... I'm more feeling less than sad...... and a bit sad....... but trying to ignore it.......so just indifferent most of the time......... or a better way to explain it would be exactly what the name of my blog is!

Anyways......gotta go.........ciao

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