Cheh ghashangeh aasehghi......vaay cheh ghashangeh aasheghi!
LOL
Ok I thought I should keep you (and myself) posted about whats going on caz these days will pass and it will be nice to look at what exactly happened, in the future.
1) Monday: He called me when I was on the bus going home......... small talk.........2-3 min..........said we should meet up tomorrow or the day after....... i said ok.... hung up......... it was Yalda Night......... spent a few hours with my family......... a few hours w friends until 1 ....... considering that I had only 9-10 hours of sleep in the past 48 hours I went to bed feeling very tired.........
2) Tuesday: Got the book........after reading it decided to not meet up with him on Wednesday caz it says in there "don't give up ur plans to be with him" .... and my plan was to go to "laser tag" with friends.......... so I msged him on my way home asking him if he'd like to meet up on thursday night........and he said he's free if he doesnt have any other plans w his family......and he'll let me know after asking his mom......... since I was tired I went to sleep at around 9 30 last night ...... woke up at 1 saw a msg saying we should meet up on wednesday night.........
3) Today: Since it was too late last night i msged him in the morning at 9 saying that i have other plans for the night and i will try to give him a call later......... so i called at 2 he was at work and told me hell call me later.......... i said call me after 5 15 ....... he called at around 7 when i was near the laser tag place.......we had taken the bus from UBC bus loop with the other people........ so when he called he sounded very KHOSHK ........ said he had just woken up...... and then i said what he's doing on the weekend....... said might be free on sunday and monday...... and i said ahan ok....... and he said ok badan gharar mizarim khdoafez.......... he sounded very khoshk .......and i was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo upset......... i thought he probably doesnt like me anymore (since he hadnt replied to my msg in the morning, and hadnt called at 5 15 when i was off) ..... so i thought its probably over....... called my sis and P to tell them........ P said that im so stupid for not hanging out with him tonight instead of going to the place........ i said "but the book said that i shouldnt change my plans for him" ...... she said yea...but not at the beginning........ so i was thinking "damn it ....... i shouldve gone out with him...... maybe i should message him and tell him that i would really like to see him on the weekend" ........ and then decided not to caz i was trying to convince myself that its ok that he doesnt like him....
AND THEN ........ I GOT ON the bus.......and as i was thinking about how sad i am and how i should forget about the whole thing HE CALLED!!!! I couldnt believe my eyes.......... i was soooooooooooooooooooooo happy..............
and the feeling is back........... it's sad when ur happiness and sadeness depends on someone else...... but at the same time its exciting ........ and it could turn out to be a great thing if everything works out :)
We'll see.............
:D :D :D :D
Good nighttttttttttttt
Ok I thought I should keep you (and myself) posted about whats going on caz these days will pass and it will be nice to look at what exactly happened, in the future.
1) Monday: He called me when I was on the bus going home......... small talk.........2-3 min..........said we should meet up tomorrow or the day after....... i said ok.... hung up......... it was Yalda Night......... spent a few hours with my family......... a few hours w friends until 1 ....... considering that I had only 9-10 hours of sleep in the past 48 hours I went to bed feeling very tired.........
2) Tuesday: Got the book........after reading it decided to not meet up with him on Wednesday caz it says in there "don't give up ur plans to be with him" .... and my plan was to go to "laser tag" with friends.......... so I msged him on my way home asking him if he'd like to meet up on thursday night........and he said he's free if he doesnt have any other plans w his family......and he'll let me know after asking his mom......... since I was tired I went to sleep at around 9 30 last night ...... woke up at 1 saw a msg saying we should meet up on wednesday night.........
3) Today: Since it was too late last night i msged him in the morning at 9 saying that i have other plans for the night and i will try to give him a call later......... so i called at 2 he was at work and told me hell call me later.......... i said call me after 5 15 ....... he called at around 7 when i was near the laser tag place.......we had taken the bus from UBC bus loop with the other people........ so when he called he sounded very KHOSHK ........ said he had just woken up...... and then i said what he's doing on the weekend....... said might be free on sunday and monday...... and i said ahan ok....... and he said ok badan gharar mizarim khdoafez.......... he sounded very khoshk .......and i was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo upset......... i thought he probably doesnt like me anymore (since he hadnt replied to my msg in the morning, and hadnt called at 5 15 when i was off) ..... so i thought its probably over....... called my sis and P to tell them........ P said that im so stupid for not hanging out with him tonight instead of going to the place........ i said "but the book said that i shouldnt change my plans for him" ...... she said yea...but not at the beginning........ so i was thinking "damn it ....... i shouldve gone out with him...... maybe i should message him and tell him that i would really like to see him on the weekend" ........ and then decided not to caz i was trying to convince myself that its ok that he doesnt like him....
AND THEN ........ I GOT ON the bus.......and as i was thinking about how sad i am and how i should forget about the whole thing HE CALLED!!!! I couldnt believe my eyes.......... i was soooooooooooooooooooooo happy..............
and the feeling is back........... it's sad when ur happiness and sadeness depends on someone else...... but at the same time its exciting ........ and it could turn out to be a great thing if everything works out :)
We'll see.............
:D :D :D :D
Good nighttttttttttttt
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