All these feelings............

OMG it's soooooooooooo overwhelming

I was like a dead walking person............ he hadnt msged me back after I sent him a msg at around 10 asking him how his grandma is........ hed called me at 4 45 p.m. before i was off from work......even though he knows i always get off after 5...... anyways......i was really concerned about his grandma so i called him on my way to P's house at 6 30 ......... and he's like o i wanted to see if u wanna go out after work....and i said no im near my house......hows ur grandma etc........

i went to p's house and she said i should msg him and see if he wants to see me tonight......... so i did.......he msged me back saying hes going to the gym then swimming.........

in the morning i felt like a dead person...but now that i know there's a possibility of me going out with him im a bit happy...........but at the same time i have all these feelings rushing in my body....... like the feeling of love........ i really do like him ............ ah........

bedooneh to sangam.........kenaareh to abrammmmmm.........biaa ta geryeh konam saroomadeh sabrammmmmmmm ...........

vaaaaaaaaaay........... yani misheh? key mibinameshhhhhhhhhhhhh????????? delam baraash tang shodeeeeeeeeeeeeee.......... aaaaaaaaaaaaa ...........

felan ke nemishnasamesh........... vali khob eshkal dare ba inke nemishnasamesh azash khosham miad?

that's my problem..........im trying to avoid having all these feelings caz i don even know him...........but it's not really working