There are two things I have to say!

1) Um creepy

2) Um..... jealous!

1) Ok .......... so lets cut to the chase.............. I've recently developed feelings for someone......... not to the extent that I'm head over heels in love........... but just enough to love to be around him ....... he makes my day...........seeing him puts a smile on my face and bring up my energy through the roof.......... Ok........so far so good right.........."what's the problem?" you may ask..........I tell you what the problem is.......... he has a gf.......... does that make me a creepy person? I don't think so.......... he just makes me happy........ what's wrong with that? Nothing.....Let me just be happy then!

2) Jealous ..........like crazy jealous of people that are doing their grad studies........... seeing them makes my blood boil and makes me wanna study for my masters too.......... not because I want to get my masters......... .just because knowing that someone (a girl) has their masters degree and I don't makes me very very unhappy!

3) oops forgot to mention the third point ........... I realized why I'm unhappy today........ because I'm ashamed of my job............ I want to hide all the time and not tell anyone about my life......... so in order to make my life more enjoyfull I should get a better job......... a job that would be good enough to mention to others and be proud! .......... so I shall think about changing my job......