Vaghti too shab gom mishodam setaareh shab shekan nabood..... Miooneh in shab zadeh ha kasi be fekre man nabood.....

I feel really bad right now caz its 4 am and im going to bed just now after chatting for 5 hours........ same as the night before............ i wonder what it is that keeps me interested in chatting even though i know i should sleep!!! I hate it.......it's called addiction i guess...... something that u hate but keep on doing.........

I'm kinda sad........ I dont wanna think about having a bf.......... but it's a thought I can't avoid.......

I wish I was normal like everyone else and could fall in love.....

Rejecting people is not a good feeling........ i dont like to break hearts.......... if i were in a relationship no body else wouldve dared to become interested in me....... therefore i wouldnt have had this feeling of guilt over saying no to people!