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What a life!
Today's Saturday....... she's usually off on Sundays but this week it's different.........
I slept for about 12 hours last night........ so I'm feeling fine........ but when I got out of bed.........all happy about the fact that I can have a nice energetic day........ I realized that one of them has decided to sleep longer ........ she didn't even get up for breakfast............ so we had breakfast without her..........she finally got up at around 12 ........... ate a bit........and went back to bed........ I asked her what's wrong..........she didn't reply.......... but they're clearly not talking...........
vaghean zendegie maskhareyie..............she works 6 days a week............ he is on the bus for 5 hours .............. and it's only gonna get worse when the winter comes!!! and he has no car............. I go to work everyday.................seriously........what kind of life is this??? I wish I could just miraciously get a chunk of money so we could pay off the mortgage (eee na baba??) ......... shitty shitty life............ I'm sorry............I'm not complaining about my life............I'm complaining about our life............ or maybe their life..............what? I don't have the right to complain about someone else's life? of course I do! maybe everything's fine...........I just wish he had a car.............. I HATE the fact that he has to spend so much time on the bus........... no....... I also hate the fact that she works so much....... I HATE seeing her tired all the time.................
bara chi nemitoonam doros hessabi fekr konamo zendegimo behtar konam? why am I stuck?
the new idea in my head is saving money so I can go and live in another city for 2-3 months........... not now.......... probably in the spring or summer........... it's way too cold everywhere now! but it's just an idea.............
she's awake.............
I wish it was night again so I could go back to sleep and forget.........
p.s. It's AH's birthday today......... I wish he had more friends so I wouldn't feel so guilty about not talking to him!!!!
What a life!
Today's Saturday....... she's usually off on Sundays but this week it's different.........
I slept for about 12 hours last night........ so I'm feeling fine........ but when I got out of bed.........all happy about the fact that I can have a nice energetic day........ I realized that one of them has decided to sleep longer ........ she didn't even get up for breakfast............ so we had breakfast without her..........she finally got up at around 12 ........... ate a bit........and went back to bed........ I asked her what's wrong..........she didn't reply.......... but they're clearly not talking...........
vaghean zendegie maskhareyie..............she works 6 days a week............ he is on the bus for 5 hours .............. and it's only gonna get worse when the winter comes!!! and he has no car............. I go to work everyday.................seriously........what kind of life is this??? I wish I could just miraciously get a chunk of money so we could pay off the mortgage (eee na baba??) ......... shitty shitty life............ I'm sorry............I'm not complaining about my life............I'm complaining about our life............ or maybe their life..............what? I don't have the right to complain about someone else's life? of course I do! maybe everything's fine...........I just wish he had a car.............. I HATE the fact that he has to spend so much time on the bus........... no....... I also hate the fact that she works so much....... I HATE seeing her tired all the time.................
bara chi nemitoonam doros hessabi fekr konamo zendegimo behtar konam? why am I stuck?
the new idea in my head is saving money so I can go and live in another city for 2-3 months........... not now.......... probably in the spring or summer........... it's way too cold everywhere now! but it's just an idea.............
she's awake.............
I wish it was night again so I could go back to sleep and forget.........
p.s. It's AH's birthday today......... I wish he had more friends so I wouldn't feel so guilty about not talking to him!!!!
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