Naagahaan che zood dir mishavad.........

I finally heard the words........... is this done too?

Is this what I do? Talk and talk until I hear the words and then leave? Or do I let those meaningless words get into me and act so awkward until he runs away? Which one is it?

I think I definately do get confused and make everything seem so awkward because of my lack of experience....which eventually makes me so tired of myself and the awkwardness that results in an end....... and a new beginning....... and the story goes on.........

(Emrooz too fekram in ahangeh "man digeh montazereh hich kasi nistam ke biad bood" ..... and this is the song that I'm going to stick with for a while!)