And I think to myself.........

What a wonderful world!

This was the title I wanted to use 2-3 days ago when I was for some reason happy

But now.......... again the point is to work and squeeze in the other process in between.......

I just said something really bad to AH and he got upset....... I feel kinda guilty but I was also tired of pretending...... recently I had tried talking to him because I felt bad for him since he's all alone and stuff..... then I realized I might be leading him on....... but not just that...... I did not enjoy talking to him anymore...... what's the point of just chatting about the same things everyday? So he left me a few offline msgs and i didnt reply.......and then i kidna told him that YES I DID SEE UR MSG BUT DID NOT REPLY ....... which obviously made him upset........ but these kinda things are really too complicated to explain........ so..... now I've just apologized and left after he asked me to pleasae stop talking (in other words shut up) ........ will i ever talk to him again? maybe.......