UPDATE

so I finally had my first driving lesson!!!

it went ok.......... I mean I'm not sure if I was doing most of the driving or my instructor........ but he told me that i'm better than many of the others and he was teaching me something he would teach others in lesson 3 after 15 minutes !!! maybe that got me scared a bit because I still fill like I don't look at the mirrors enough........ but I was only driving for 1 hour .......so ........ I guess I shouldn't be worried just yet............

so many things happening........tomorrow............this........... life .............. hopefully an end to the storm.............. everything..............

overall ........... my current mood is happy ( even though I still feel as empty and indifferent as a bug!)