Robat vs. Human being

Sometimes I'm not really sure.......... I know I do have feelings because I have experienced the feelings of happiness/ sadness / anger even if it doesnt happen too often........

But in general I do sometimes feel like I'm trying too hard..........sometimes it comes naturally ........ but sometimes I'm like ok....... pick up the phone.......... message .......... don't ignore............ go out...........

If it was up to me I would probably stay at home all the time or go out all alone.......... except for very rare moments that I have the feeling of being around others........... other times i just wanna be left alone.........and sometimes after I do force myself to pick up the phone/go out etc. I end up thanking myself because I do end up having fun........ but when it comes to making a decision me being alone is the one that I prefer!

hmmm........