Ashkeh man biaa mano yaari bokon...........
Life is beautiful............
That's the title I had in mind yesterday.............. but it's amazing how quickly things change around here........... so the happiness faded away before I had a chance to put it down in writing (either in facebook or here!)
yesterday was a great day before my sis was asked to not to come to our place because my mom was sick........ I mean it was mother's day and we were gonna bring my mom flowers but we were asked not to come inside because there was a chance that we might catch a cold.........and since my sis is so sensitive because she's pregnant she started crying.......and of course I got upset..........and before I knew it there was another news that added to the sadness......... we came over (note: I was staying w my sis) and realized that there has been a storm in the house ........ I guess I shouldn't have left them alone for that many days........... :( ......... so now they're ok but none of them is really :) ........... and I absoloutely hate the fact that my mom is always so tired......... I hate it sooooooooooooo much.......... I kinda feel like I need to run away from them every time I see them..........even though I love them so much I feel so bad that they are both working and I'm not ......... at least not yet........... I specially hated the fact that she went to work even though she was sick!!! grrrrrrrrrr
so the conclusion is that......... yes ......... MY life is beautiful......... my world........... everything could be working out for me ........... but that's just me............ the people around me are all not in a very happy place right now........ P has just broken up with her BF and is extremely upset + some other things that I dont really wanna emphasize on here............ the storm and the individual problems of each !!! + waiting !!! i guess that's kinda exciting and the wait will end soon and I can feel that there will be sunshine and rainbows by the end of the week and there is a good chance that the storm might be gone as well.............
but for now............ life is not so beautiful ............
p.s. I'm going to uni tomorrow to check my marks and see if I really did well on my exams.......... and maybe talk to a career advisor and ask them to review my resume so I can apply for jobs .......... still haven't asked anyone to help me with the application......... but I will soon......... no rush...........
anyways............. wish me luck ..........and love :( ........as I have mentioned in my 360 blog:
چه رنجی است لذت ها را تنها بردن. چه زشت است زیبایی ها را تنها دیدن و چه بدبختی آزار دهنده ای است تنها خوشبخت بودن
p.p.s. I was thinking that maybe the reason why I get attracted to people that are not so nice is because I'd rather be the one that's getting treated badly than to be the one who treats others badly (I mean if the person is sensative and he/she gets upset .... it creates a lot more sadness in me than if I got upset from being treated badly........ )
That's the title I had in mind yesterday.............. but it's amazing how quickly things change around here........... so the happiness faded away before I had a chance to put it down in writing (either in facebook or here!)
yesterday was a great day before my sis was asked to not to come to our place because my mom was sick........ I mean it was mother's day and we were gonna bring my mom flowers but we were asked not to come inside because there was a chance that we might catch a cold.........and since my sis is so sensitive because she's pregnant she started crying.......and of course I got upset..........and before I knew it there was another news that added to the sadness......... we came over (note: I was staying w my sis) and realized that there has been a storm in the house ........ I guess I shouldn't have left them alone for that many days........... :( ......... so now they're ok but none of them is really :) ........... and I absoloutely hate the fact that my mom is always so tired......... I hate it sooooooooooooo much.......... I kinda feel like I need to run away from them every time I see them..........even though I love them so much I feel so bad that they are both working and I'm not ......... at least not yet........... I specially hated the fact that she went to work even though she was sick!!! grrrrrrrrrr
so the conclusion is that......... yes ......... MY life is beautiful......... my world........... everything could be working out for me ........... but that's just me............ the people around me are all not in a very happy place right now........ P has just broken up with her BF and is extremely upset + some other things that I dont really wanna emphasize on here............ the storm and the individual problems of each !!! + waiting !!! i guess that's kinda exciting and the wait will end soon and I can feel that there will be sunshine and rainbows by the end of the week and there is a good chance that the storm might be gone as well.............
but for now............ life is not so beautiful ............
p.s. I'm going to uni tomorrow to check my marks and see if I really did well on my exams.......... and maybe talk to a career advisor and ask them to review my resume so I can apply for jobs .......... still haven't asked anyone to help me with the application......... but I will soon......... no rush...........
anyways............. wish me luck ..........and love :( ........as I have mentioned in my 360 blog:
چه رنجی است لذت ها را تنها بردن. چه زشت است زیبایی ها را تنها دیدن و چه بدبختی آزار دهنده ای است تنها خوشبخت بودن
p.p.s. I was thinking that maybe the reason why I get attracted to people that are not so nice is because I'd rather be the one that's getting treated badly than to be the one who treats others badly (I mean if the person is sensative and he/she gets upset .... it creates a lot more sadness in me than if I got upset from being treated badly........ )
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