Wanting a dunkey and a date at once!

This is an old persian expression which translates to "ham kharo mikhay ham khorma".......

Remember how every year, when it's near exam time I fall in love, or want to fall in love, or think about falling in love? well, this year it's different, I have changed my focus on something that's just a bit ( a lot!!!) more important..........but this time it's not just a daydream that can come and go............it's something that I have to work on ........... it's always been on the corner of my mind but now I want to turn it into reality...... and as I'm trying to do exactly that and as I get closer to it the more it seems like I won't get there........ I dont know why... I donnow why I'm like that............ I dream about something and as it's about to happen I get discouraged ....... I think I'm scared of not fulfilling it..........

the other news is that M has found someone (remember the guy that I'd told you about who is about a year younger than me?) ........ so yea.......... good for him!

trying to avoid all the distractions......... keep my head up.......... look straight ........... and succeed!

:)

khodaya khodet komakam kon ......