The trurth about me..............
When I think about life and my future .......... the picture of my future and what I want to be doing in 10 years does not include another person.......... maybe because I have given up on that....... but even in the past that was never it............
What I want to do is help......... like when I see how innocent children in poor countries are suffering my heart goes out to them......... and all I can think of is becoming rich to help them.........
As for my family.......... I feel like I'm too attached to them........... I don't know why............. I'm actually not attached......... like I THINK I can move away and live without them for a while........ but I feel like they will get wayyyyyyyyyyy too sad if I ever go away.......... so the feeling of guilt will never let me leave them here by themselves.............. Otherwise in my head I am always excited about moving away........ craving to meet new people and new cultures and EXPERIENCING SOMETHINGN NEW......in order to grow and have a better understanding of this world.............
My first goal in life is becoming rich to first help my own family, second help my relatives, and third help those who are in need.........
But before I do that I will need a home for myself............ so with the money that I make in the future I have to be able to buy a 1-2 bedroom apartment first before I do what I said above..........
What I want to do is help......... like when I see how innocent children in poor countries are suffering my heart goes out to them......... and all I can think of is becoming rich to help them.........
As for my family.......... I feel like I'm too attached to them........... I don't know why............. I'm actually not attached......... like I THINK I can move away and live without them for a while........ but I feel like they will get wayyyyyyyyyyy too sad if I ever go away.......... so the feeling of guilt will never let me leave them here by themselves.............. Otherwise in my head I am always excited about moving away........ craving to meet new people and new cultures and EXPERIENCING SOMETHINGN NEW......in order to grow and have a better understanding of this world.............
My first goal in life is becoming rich to first help my own family, second help my relatives, and third help those who are in need.........
But before I do that I will need a home for myself............ so with the money that I make in the future I have to be able to buy a 1-2 bedroom apartment first before I do what I said above..........
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