I WANT A BABY........... NOW

loll............ omg ........... i'm going crazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzy..........

I was trying to think of why it's good that I'm graduating now? Things are going to be good but I donnow why I don't want it to end.......... but then I went into a dream world......... finding a great husband...... a house............a car........... and of course....... a baby........... that's all I need to make me happy* :D :D ......... ........ but I know that's not gonna happen any time soooooooon....... or ever............ so where would this baby that I want come from???????? hmmmmmmm...........

*I'm so scared of thinking about finding a job.... that's why that wasn't part of my dream........ finding a husband right now sounds more realistic than a good job in this stupid job market!!!