Discovering me..........
What a small world!
I had to wait 15 min in the cold for the next bus since the one that was supposed to come at 8:10 broke down........ after getting on the sky train, guess who walks in? this is probably someone i've never told u about .......... i mean i dont think i have since it wasnt important at all....... anyways....... lets just say it's a guy who saw me once and was interested in me and he's around 29..........
so I see him on the skytrain..........and we start talking......... and since he's a verrry talkative person he's the one talking......... and it seems like he's depressed and sad....... i mean he's seeing a psychologist for god's sake so he's definately kinda depressed......... and his depression has a name......... meaning that he's usually in a bad mood........ like one minute he's happy and the next he's not........ so i really enjoyed listening to him.......... since i think i have the same problem........ so if i go to the doctor they're probably gonna ask me to see a psychologist and stuff........... but the difference between me and him i guess is that i'm still trying to help myself find thinks to have to look forward to.........where as he has already got his dream job, and his dream house...... all he's missing is "the one"...... so it got me thinking.......... what if i do all that and never find the one? will the same happen to me? I guess not ..........since u see........... (i'm doubting this as i'm writing it).......... my goal is not to find the one........ i mean maybe i'll be looking for the one forever......... but since i'm very sure of myself......... the only think that i want is to be able to do something to touch people's life........ i think i do have the personality to find friends and maybe eventually the one......... but i donnow......................... hmm.......... maybe i just donnow.........let's see where i'll be a year from now... then we'll take it from there...........
by the way........... my new fav tv show is CUPID :D (i was jus watching it now........... pretty kewlll)
I had to wait 15 min in the cold for the next bus since the one that was supposed to come at 8:10 broke down........ after getting on the sky train, guess who walks in? this is probably someone i've never told u about .......... i mean i dont think i have since it wasnt important at all....... anyways....... lets just say it's a guy who saw me once and was interested in me and he's around 29..........
so I see him on the skytrain..........and we start talking......... and since he's a verrry talkative person he's the one talking......... and it seems like he's depressed and sad....... i mean he's seeing a psychologist for god's sake so he's definately kinda depressed......... and his depression has a name......... meaning that he's usually in a bad mood........ like one minute he's happy and the next he's not........ so i really enjoyed listening to him.......... since i think i have the same problem........ so if i go to the doctor they're probably gonna ask me to see a psychologist and stuff........... but the difference between me and him i guess is that i'm still trying to help myself find thinks to have to look forward to.........where as he has already got his dream job, and his dream house...... all he's missing is "the one"...... so it got me thinking.......... what if i do all that and never find the one? will the same happen to me? I guess not ..........since u see........... (i'm doubting this as i'm writing it).......... my goal is not to find the one........ i mean maybe i'll be looking for the one forever......... but since i'm very sure of myself......... the only think that i want is to be able to do something to touch people's life........ i think i do have the personality to find friends and maybe eventually the one......... but i donnow......................... hmm.......... maybe i just donnow.........let's see where i'll be a year from now... then we'll take it from there...........
by the way........... my new fav tv show is CUPID :D (i was jus watching it now........... pretty kewlll)
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