:)

Happy...........for no reason of course........ 2 more months........ 1.5 more months.......... maybe 3 more months.......(these are 3 different things!)

cheghadr zaman dir migzare......... u know what? I have decided that I want to be alone for now............ so I don't wanna talk 2 the guy I had told u about.........at least not for now...... I want to be at PEACE without worrying about why I'm so weird eg. don't call him, don' wanna see him etc. so........ I do love my current situation

I just hope god helps me with everything......... :)

so maybe the "man digeh montazereh hichkasi nistam keh biad" was really true without me even knowing it

persian new year is coming up........... i'm not excited just like every other year (for the past 6-7 years) ........ and now that we don't live where we did before (where most of the NY celebrations happened) I really don't feel like it's EID at alllll.........

but I might go to see shahram shappareh in mahon......... every year a bunch of FOBs (not in a bad way but they are actually fresh off the boat! lol) come and they just seem so different from the way I think persian people should be........ they don't represent the culture I have in mind from 10 years ago......... so....... but it's always good to see some familar faces...........