The worst feelilng :((

Aahhhh........... i hate it!! omg it's happened in the past too........ you know when you like someone and u keep waiting for them to call you or msg u........ and u keep wanting to see them........ but they're either not there............or if they are............ they are just not that into you!!!

GOOOD why why why LOL

I'm going crazyyyyyyyyy........... i hate this feeling......... ah and i have my two midterms next week which might actually be a good thing if i can distract myself by studying instead of distracting myself from studying!!!

OMG ........ okkkkkkkk I need to calm down...........so the next wish is to see him in that birthday party and dress to impress (I hope he comes :(( )............ and the next plan is to dress to impress at school......... hmmmmmm i wonder if its too much to wear a dress to school with boots loooll...... but i will do it ....just watch me.......... :D

I "hafezed" once this morning....... i mean my friend did it.......... and it went like this

بـگرفـت کار حسنت چون عشق من کمالی
خوش باش زان کـه نـبود این هر دو را زوالی
در وهـم می‌نگـنـجد کاندر تـصور عقـل
آید بـه هیچ مـعـنی زین خوبـتر مـثالی
شد حـظ عمر حاصل گر زان کـه با تو ما را
هرگز بـه عـمر روزی روزی شود وصالی
آن دم که با تو باشم یک سال هسـت روزی
وان دم که بی تو باشم یک لحظه هست سالی
چون مـن خیال رویت جانا بـه خواب بینـم
کز خواب می‌نـبیند چشمـم بـجز خیالی
رحـم آر بر دل مـن کز مـهر روی خوبـت
شد شـخـص ناتوانـم باریک چون هـلالی
حافـظ مکن شکایت گر وصل دوست خواهی
زین بیشـتر بـباید بر هـجرت احـتـمالی

in 2 words in means "in your dreams" (that's 3 words!)

and then i hafezed again tonight and it was even funnier: "it seems like there is someone out there who u really like and willing to die for, but he is paying no attention to you, so in order to release yourself from this grief you may want to try 'trying harder' to get him"

LOL

anyways....... he's so CUTE :X ........... but i shall forget about himmmmmm...... but i wanna maybe try a bit before 100% giving up :D

p.s. I hate my cellphone now ..........cause like everytime it "vibrated" in the past it was him ....... but now it's other people........and everytime it vibrates it reminds me of him........ i mean its not like 100 people are calling me 24/7 but my dad and p sometimes call or txt me....... ah ! X(
I have changed the "mode" to ringing......... until i forget..........