Time to say goodbye!

:((
.........it only lasted a week I guess...........

I mean it's not over yet but I have to prepare myself for tomorrow because that's when I'm gonna see him.........

I talked to him on the phone today........and then realized something......

He's been in a 3 year relationship.......... and he's 29.....and very flertish........... and he's told me that he's a very forward person........... meaning that he does and says things that he wants and feels like..........

Do you get it? What's wrong with what I've said above?

1) He's a very experienced person
2) He's old enough to want to be in a very serious relationship probably with someone who is also experienced
3) Very flirtish meaning that he's going to expect the same from me which I can not do!!
4) The fact that he says and does whatever he wants is the most important part........... i mean it's good for his "future" partner who is probably someone that's also experienced but.......

I guess I should start dating a teenager what do you think?

So here are a few different scenarios that might happen tomorrow

1) I fall in love, he doesn't (probably laughs at the fact that he even came out with me!!!) (60%)
2) I don't fall in love, he (same as above) (35%)
3) We we'll both find eachother attractive and will go on a second date! (5%)

oh and one more thing that's kinda a big deal is the fact that he's not continued his post secondary education, where as I have............so this by itself is a reason why he might not want to date someone who holds a degree........

to conclude the only reason I'm going out with him is #1, and I think I deserve to go out with someone that I like for at least once in my life even if it has a sad ending with a probability of 90%!!!!!!

Call me crazy.....come on ........do it ......... lol

But this whole thing is kinda sad isn't it? :( I'm not ready to say goodbye yet........