Temporary conclusion:

hmmm........i was thinking that as you can see it's possible to go out with people that you actually find interesting....... like he's one of the fewww that i've actuallly liked (you remember the other 2 + the long distance one don't you?)...... anyways.....so if there are people out there that you can find so .......hmm........appealing.........why would u settle for anything less? go out with someone 100 times and force yourself to feel something? maybe because the ones that you are interested in are not interested in you? can we make that the conclusion? if you like someone they don't like you therefore you have to force yourself to go out with people that you don't like since all the ones you like are not liking you?!!!

hmmmmm......... dont know! i hope that's not 100% true! i mean that would be way too sad