The best feeling :D
haha.......... just wanted the title to be something related to what I had been talking about for the past while........
I'm so happy to be back on my laptoppp.......... omg...... i'm kinda addicted.......specially because of this website I can't reallylog into here from other computers in the house because of the probability of ............ u know.......... :D
ummmm.........so here is the NEWS which is not really news but ......let me tell u what I've been up to.............
On thursday I had my 2 midterms.........and I think I actually failed one......... like it was reallllllly bad eventhough its not a hard subject but just the fact that i had 2 on the same the stressed me out so much that by 6:30 (when i had to write it) my brain had shut down............so it was all about drawing graphs and stuff and I had to think long and hard about all the questions and .....well i just couldnt do it.......... but I did my best which is all that matters ........ i just hope i pass eventhough the plan for this term was to get straight As :(........... and on the other test I will pass it so it's all good :D :D
On Monday............. i decided to go to school to see him because I really hated the fact that we hadent talked after "meeting" ......... it was as i had mentioned "the worst feeling". So i kinda dressed up............ actually put on some make up.......and worse something a bit feminine lol......... and it worked............ i think..........kinda............. i went there........... and he came and talked......... like nothing had happened............. for like half an hour we were talking........... and then i went back to my studying............but he came back again............. and then left............ came ...left..........came ..........left........ so overall the plan had worked.......... or so i thought.........
On tues ........... he came.........we talked ......and he said listen i know u have to concentrate on ur studying cause of ur midterms that are coming on and i don wana distract u too much......but we should definately do something after........... so i was like ok yea for sure :)..........
came wednesday........... i didnt see him!!!!
Thursday.......... i saw him as i was going in............ so i :)........... and then 3 hours after he came........... and i said hi.........so he said hi back........ and he's like "how did u do on ur m's" ........... and i said "they're actually today"............ i think he was just trying to act forgetfull ....... cause i had mentioned it to him so many times and i'm sure he's smart enoguht to remember a basic date!!! ....... so he's like oh yea? good luck......... pas hala man beram we'll talk later.......... and i said ok.......
but that's it........... he didnt come to the party last night..........which is fine......... in my mind the game is over......... it was actually over on the day that i wrote the "man digeh montazere hichkasi nistam ke biad" :D.......... but on the other hand i didnt mind and dont mind if something happens........ i'm just not MONTAZER like before............ whatever happens happens
and about last night........
I went to the lounge/party of my friend.......obviously not because of him..........because it was my "friend's" birthday......... I HATE GOING TO LOUD PLACESSSSSSSSSS......... i hate the fact that i cant talk and when i attempt to talk no body can hear me and when they do i guess they become deaf cause i yell in their ear LOLLL........ and they hate me afterwards ....... haha........anyways it's just BAD.....
So here's the conclusion/ lesson learned:
Ever since I had strated talking to this guy i had started to dress up a bit more nicely and it's just so funny how much attention one can get by just dressing up and looking good....like everybody holds the door for u ........... random people look u in the eye and say hi....... its so interesting!!! and last night too.......... it's fun............... oh and that's, in my case, as long as they are looking from far away......but as soon as they start a convo and they see :D they kinda i guess lose interest...... lol.......which is something that i have got used to over the past years.......... so it's all good........still looking forward to the day that i take them off!!!!! :D :D it's funny how my whole life evolves around this one thing and nobody even knows it............
p.s.
the weather is sunnnnnyyyy ...... YAY.............. and i think it's all because of me............ u know why........... because of my presence.......... lol ...........whenever i have the energy to be + everyone around me becomes nicer to one another........... and when i am upset they get upset of one another...
I'm so happy to be back on my laptoppp.......... omg...... i'm kinda addicted.......specially because of this website I can't reallylog into here from other computers in the house because of the probability of ............ u know.......... :D
ummmm.........so here is the NEWS which is not really news but ......let me tell u what I've been up to.............
On thursday I had my 2 midterms.........and I think I actually failed one......... like it was reallllllly bad eventhough its not a hard subject but just the fact that i had 2 on the same the stressed me out so much that by 6:30 (when i had to write it) my brain had shut down............so it was all about drawing graphs and stuff and I had to think long and hard about all the questions and .....well i just couldnt do it.......... but I did my best which is all that matters ........ i just hope i pass eventhough the plan for this term was to get straight As :(........... and on the other test I will pass it so it's all good :D :D
On Monday............. i decided to go to school to see him because I really hated the fact that we hadent talked after "meeting" ......... it was as i had mentioned "the worst feeling". So i kinda dressed up............ actually put on some make up.......and worse something a bit feminine lol......... and it worked............ i think..........kinda............. i went there........... and he came and talked......... like nothing had happened............. for like half an hour we were talking........... and then i went back to my studying............but he came back again............. and then left............ came ...left..........came ..........left........ so overall the plan had worked.......... or so i thought.........
On tues ........... he came.........we talked ......and he said listen i know u have to concentrate on ur studying cause of ur midterms that are coming on and i don wana distract u too much......but we should definately do something after........... so i was like ok yea for sure :)..........
came wednesday........... i didnt see him!!!!
Thursday.......... i saw him as i was going in............ so i :)........... and then 3 hours after he came........... and i said hi.........so he said hi back........ and he's like "how did u do on ur m's" ........... and i said "they're actually today"............ i think he was just trying to act forgetfull ....... cause i had mentioned it to him so many times and i'm sure he's smart enoguht to remember a basic date!!! ....... so he's like oh yea? good luck......... pas hala man beram we'll talk later.......... and i said ok.......
but that's it........... he didnt come to the party last night..........which is fine......... in my mind the game is over......... it was actually over on the day that i wrote the "man digeh montazere hichkasi nistam ke biad" :D.......... but on the other hand i didnt mind and dont mind if something happens........ i'm just not MONTAZER like before............ whatever happens happens
and about last night........
I went to the lounge/party of my friend.......obviously not because of him..........because it was my "friend's" birthday......... I HATE GOING TO LOUD PLACESSSSSSSSSS......... i hate the fact that i cant talk and when i attempt to talk no body can hear me and when they do i guess they become deaf cause i yell in their ear LOLLL........ and they hate me afterwards ....... haha........anyways it's just BAD.....
So here's the conclusion/ lesson learned:
Ever since I had strated talking to this guy i had started to dress up a bit more nicely and it's just so funny how much attention one can get by just dressing up and looking good....like everybody holds the door for u ........... random people look u in the eye and say hi....... its so interesting!!! and last night too.......... it's fun............... oh and that's, in my case, as long as they are looking from far away......but as soon as they start a convo and they see :D they kinda i guess lose interest...... lol.......which is something that i have got used to over the past years.......... so it's all good........still looking forward to the day that i take them off!!!!! :D :D it's funny how my whole life evolves around this one thing and nobody even knows it............
p.s.
the weather is sunnnnnyyyy ...... YAY.............. and i think it's all because of me............ u know why........... because of my presence.......... lol ...........whenever i have the energy to be + everyone around me becomes nicer to one another........... and when i am upset they get upset of one another...
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