The moment of truth!

I guess there are two players in a game......... but you can only call it "a game" when both parties are somewhat playing.......... so what would you call it if one stands idle and let the other play to the point that he/she eventually realizes that there was no a game to begin with .......... what made him/her think there was a game? why was he/she playing? and what went wrong?!! where did the missing player go?

Hmmmmmmm...... dont know what to think........... and you know how much I hate the unknownnnn.......!!!!!! but I will get an answer within the next few days........ only then I will be able to put 2 and 2 together to make a judgement, a conclusion, and maybe have a self reassessment........

MUST BE PATIENT :)

No matter what happens, I must remember that everything happens for a reason .....in the end it will be a win-win situation.....

Update (Jan. 25)

Still no news............which is probably the answer I was looking for but I'll give it another two days....... it's ok that "it" didn't happen... I just really dislike the fact that I have to wait ......... :(

Update (Jan. 27)

Before the talk

So...after........... you tell me how many days?!!........... he's finally online.........with an offline message saying ......."sorry I was away for a few days, how are you".......... you were away my ***.......... seriously.......what kind of an excuse is thatttttttttt?

But I'm happy to see the message........veryyyyyyy happy.........but I'm gonna eat something befoe "the talk" 'cause it's 10 p.m. and I haven't had lunch yet....... I mean I had a breakfast sandwich, a toast, a bagel, and a muffin! NEED SOME FOOD

ciao for now............

No Talk

:( He went offline before we talk......... I was only away for less than 15 minutess!!! WHYYY :((

Update Jan. 30

Oops...... I forgot all about this guy since..... u know........ 2 days ago :D :D ....... he's SO part of the history........ unless he somehow pops up for whatever reason...... but since I won't be going online anymore the chances of us talking is slim to none...... unless I see him somewhere ......... or if he leaves me an offline message i'd reply lol

Yesterday was great..........today is great......... :X :X donnow what will happen yet........ actually not much has happened yet ........ but what has happened has made me very very :D :X :X aakheyyyyyyyyyy I soooo :X him.......... for now :X