Baayad toro peida konam......shaayad hanooz ham dir nist...

Tanhaa ke misham baa hesse bi kasi

Bi mehri az bas be man nemiresi

Donyaa yeh omri be man vafaa nakard

Dastaayeh ghorbat mano rahaa

Hichki aashegham nashod

Hichki pishe man namoond

Hichki khande haamo arezou nakard

Hichki del be man nadaad........

Hishki khoobamo nakhaast...

Hattaa khorshidam khorshidam vaasam toloo nakard

[new song in my head........ I like the rhythem.....and the fact that it has 2 of my favorite words (khorshid/toloo) make it sound extra special ;) ]

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I finally did it!



I dropped the stupid stats course........ now i only have 3 courses....... but....... I've never had less than 4! so i'm kinda scared........ cause sometimes when you have a lot you put more effort into getting it done.........



On the other hand, this way I can focus more on my life..... whatever that is..... at least I can try to start caring more about those around me......... not that I didn't care before...... now I can show that I care........ by calling them and stuff............



what else?



I kinda feel anxcious.... I hope I made the right choice............... and I have no idea where all these bad dreams come from?! Maybe now they will go away........

Anyways....... Har chi khodaa bekhaad..........

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Baayad toro peida konam

Har rooz tanhaa tar nashi

Baayad toro peida konam

To baa khodet ham doshmani