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Agar behet begooyam dar delam che migozarad, motmaennan mineshini va be haale man geryeh mikoni, keh ba'd az do saalo andaki hamchenaan har rooz beh yaadeh to hastam va beh TO va faghat TO fekr mikonam. Hichvaght nemidaanestam ke yek ensaan, yaa yek "moojood", ke be khiaaleh khod bi ehsas tarin dar in jahaan hast inchenin aashegh shavad aan ham az raaheh door. Maskharast na? Cheraayash raa az man napors chon khod ham nemidaanam. Vaghti paa dar zendegieh man gozaashti fekr mikardam aashegh boodam, alaan ke fekresho mikonam aashegheh yeki az to badtar! Vali aan eshgh nabood, shaayad in ham eshgh nist. Baa tamaameh jorat mitavaanam begooyam keh aan yek maah chenaan zendegieh maraa degargoon kard ke digar khod nemidaanam kistam va beh donbaaleh che migardam. Vaghti dar gham dasto paa mizadam vojoodeh to mesleh rozaneyeh noori bood dar taarikieh shab. Noori ke man dar moddateh kootahi be aan aadat kardam va tajrobash baaes shod ke digar nakhaaham beh taariki bargardam. Aari eshgheh man. In hast daastaaneh ghamangizeh man. Ammaa to haala, dar fekreh digar, dar aaghooshi digar daari az lahzeh lahzeyeh zendegit lezzat mibari. Va man injaa, tanhaa...... tanhaa baa khod migooyam ey kaash.........vali afsoos..... va baraayat behtarin haaraa arezou mikonam fereshteyeh man!