Hello to.........

A better tomorrow..........(by the way wish me luck....tomorrow's the big day!)

so it seems like i have finally managed to kick everyone out of my life and start over.......... P N is not back yet and I stopped talking to A N somehow.......... i donnow why........well i think he doesn't like me anymore........... or maybe he's busy..........whatever.......... i called him a few times and asked him if he wants to hang out.......but he never came........... because he had to work on some projects...........i guess i have to understand........... but whatever.............it's life.......... people that stay away help themselves to be cleared out of the picture............ no problem

in terms of new friends......... i got none! all by myself for now.......... but............ i'm excited about tomorrow.............. which will hopefully be a better tomorrow..........

toloueh fardaaaa :X

and of course........none of this means that i enjoy being alone.......... i very much wish that i could find "the one" ......... but because of my insecurities it's a bit of a challenge for me........ i'll try next year...... hopefully it wouldn't be too late............ i'll be 23 years old and a half....... with no experience! how wonderfulllllllll :) :) :)

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cheers!