In the process of saving me from myself...........

So everything is kind of coming together

I'm not sure if the hard effort that I put into things is really needed for the results that I get in the end........ it could be a quick little thing......... but I have to do it the hard way I guess in order to appreciate it later on ....... I shall go and try to talk to the dean.......

So the topic is about me distracting myself from I by going out with people that I might even call friends.........

Sometimes when I go out with some people it makes me feel even worse about myself because they seem to know so much and I ..........well ........so little.........about ........everything.......

But sometimes it's possible to hang out with some people without being pressured into using your knowledge to create a conversation .........which is kind of nice........and hopeful :)

So how do you comfort someone who tells you that they have found out after 30 years of marriage that there was no love from the beginning?

Maybe I should read some books about counselling so I can help those around me!