and sometimes they wonder............they probably wonder why i don't give them enough love? what's wrong with me?? well they never support me........ maybe they do and i just dont appreciate it............. i dont know! but every time i talk to them about something serious they make me feel like sh*t..... like i dont deserve to be here.......... no they don't say anything too mean........ just little things indirectly like.......... omg ur 22 years old and u dont know who obama is exactly???

wtf ....... like i know that i should know things like that.......... i know that i should........... but sometimes i dont know things like that ok???? comprende??? sometimes i get too involved with myself that i forget that i have to live up to certain standards! ..... sometimes i think if u can just be good.........if u have a good heart and can make people smile that's all u need........

but i know that i am wrong.........not in this world............u need more than that to survive in this battle of life!