Baby VJ

Whenever I'm thinking of giving up and not doing something....... I hear his voice in my head.........telling me to be brave........and take risks......... promising me that I will succeed......

I will never forget the day when he told me "Beh khatereh man farda boro chand ja resume bedeh........" but I didn't .........and I felt so bad for not doing what he asked me to do......... well I was depressed........and we had just started talking......... so maybe the things he told me didn't matter to me as much as they do now......

I'm going out with someone on Thursday .......... at 7:30 p.m. He told me that he's a project manager so I figured meeting up with him would not be such a bad idea......... I hate it when people flirt with me........ I feel so vulnearable...... but I hope my voice doesn't start shaking and I don't blush when I see him :)