Today I did my "nightmare" test but I don't wanna talk about it

I had a bad headache last night......... I don't know if it was for the stress, the hot milk I drank, or for "other" reasons.........

SFT called me 2/3 days ago but I didn't pick up......... I think whenever I talk to him I start thinking about him for no reason because he's not even right for me and he clearly doesn't like me.......... or I should say he's not attracted to me

I've been thinking about RD too much though........way too much..........again for no reason! I donnow what he wants.........

The only thing guys know how to do is to just work on a girl's brain and leave!

or maybe I am too emotional that I think person x likes me as soon as they say hi too me! (this is a big exageration!)

anywayssssssss..........right now I'm sleepy........haven't heard from RD since last night and I miss him I think........ I mean I wish he would just send me a message........I'm just worried about him? don't ask why!

Now I'm gonna go drink a cup of tea and maybe then go to sleep