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I truely dislike myself........I mean there's something psychologically wrong with me and I can't really help it........ Last night I couldn't sleep....... I so wanted to talk to him ...... ah ...... I donnow whyyyyyyy........ I told u that he called me but I didn't pick up...... everytime I talk to him I feel bad......specially when he doesnt answer me fast enough......LOL...... I'm so crazyyyyyyy...... omg......yeki nist bege in che vaghte ashegh shodan bood akhe

I'm so stupid........ the sad thing is that I know he's still in love with his x........that's why I should avoid him.......but at the same time i really like him.........I mean i have only seen him once in person........ or twice.......but we got to talk only the second time......... and he was so nice :( .....in a nice way........... ah whatever

I'm planning not to talk to him anymore......specially after tonight....... he left without saying goodbye :(( :( :( :(

ok i'm gonna go to sleep......

oh and my parents had another fight..........why cant I live in peace for more than a week whyyyyyyyyy?