i feel not good anymore

:(

Don't ask me why

I'm kinda nervous, sad, worried, stressed all at the same time

I went out with the guy that i used to have a crush on 5 years ago..... it wasn't a date.... just to catch up .....

anyways......i was nervous all day........and when i finally saw him everything went a lot better than i thought.....but for some reason i don't feel so well.......maybe because i know he doesn't like me in that way..... i mean he is so different from me and it kinda makes me see my extreme opposite which is kinda scary.....

i think it would be nice if we hooked up....lol......just so i can learn a bit about his world.... but right now i'm too embarreced .......because ........he's so much cooler than me lol

anyways...... i feel like i've lost a lot of my energy over this

hopefully i will recover soon

ciao