Recent news........

The past 2 weeks of my life have been somewhat strange.......

I have been spending so much time with P that I'm rarely at home.......
let me add that I have been having fun...... specially after hearing the news...... I feel like I don't have much to worry about....... except for life :D

anyways........ the only problem I have is this "guy"........ I honestly feel nothing for him...... like 0 ........ but he's like all into me ...... and he says that he thinks I am "the one"........ omg...... you have no idea how it feels when someone tells you that and you can't say nothing nice in return.........when someone gives you a list of why they like you so much and you have nothing to say ....... because first of all you don't want them to start thinking that you like them....... yes maybe he's a nice guy........ maybe he's the best guy in the world...... just not the right one for you........

so after a lot of thinking I think I should stop talking to him...... he'd told me that we can be "just friends" but you can never be that when the other person has feelings for you ..... I honestly didn't mean to hurt him..... I don't want to be punished for rejecting him...... because they say that you should never break someone's heart....... but I have to end it right now or else things might start to turn ugly......... so that's that........ I hope god helps him through this...... god please make him forget me......