People's expectations!

Omg......

people expect too much from one another.......

why don't you have a job?
why don't you get your driver's license?
why don't you do something about your hair?
why don't you want to go out with X?
why don't you have any friends?

godddd.........can they just leave me alone for a while? jeeeez!

I'm honestly really nervours about the near future! I do have some plans but not all of them may turn out the way I want them too so this uncertainty makes me nervous!

p.s. he e-mailed me again! saying that he never said he's in love with me or anything etc. and he just wanted us to get to know each other a bit more! i'm starting to think that he's crazy! i honestly don't mind hanging out with him once or twice a month..... just as a friend.... but since i know that he has higher expectations I'm not going to write him back etc.

p.s. P called me today...... she didn't call yesterday and i got mad.... and even though we did share about 2 weeks of time together almost all the time I STILL feel like I wouldn't mind if we didn't talk again........ I think I do miss the "attachment" part in humanity.... LOL...... it's sad isn't it? well i think it's sad and that's all that matters...... (or maybe i just don't know about the things that I want and the things that I don't want?)

*sigh*

BEH SORAGHE MAN AGAR MIAYI NARMO AHESTE BIA
MABADA KE TARAK BARDARAD SHISHEYEH NAZOKE TANHAYIEH MAN