Ay ghalbam!

I am happy...... like this >>>> :D

but to tell you the truth I don't know how to be happy...... god has given me what I'd asked for and I want to be thankful........ i think I am thankful....... I mean i don't want to die anymore which is a feeling that I haven't had in a long time! but something is missing..... i'm not truely happy from the buttom of my heart..... i have absoloutely no social life..... I feel like I'm already lost in the thoughts of "future" that I can't do nothing...... I know what to do....... I have to make a list ...... and see what I can manage to do without becoming overwhelmed/stressed out!

god help me.....

can i ask for a little bit of sunshine tomorrow? plz and thank you....

:)