And my life will go on and on.......
And after 21 years of being unhappy I finally decided to put an end to this sorrow and sadness!
That's right! I have gotten braces...... on the 12th of this month ..... a tuesday...... eventhought at the moment i thought of it of the ugliest thing ever..... the end...... I'll look forward to the end ....... and i know that if I die tomorrow I won't regret not having done this.... it has changed my appearence probably ...... but I seem not to care that much...... for there are not much people that i know ..... I think and hope to be a beautiful person and a more confident person in the end...... I'm sure I will be ...... I give two years of my life.... I'm not thinking of getting a bf anymore...... I mean why think about the impossible? I'm not saying that I look like a monster or anything..... but I dont look very attractive to be honest...... and I will live with it for another 2 years..... wow.....
my life is going to be so boring for the next two years...... like honestly...... this past year was the most exciting of all........ I mean with me dating and everything...... and falling in love........ wow.......it was an amazing feeling...... absoloutly AMAZING..... to be in love ..... he will always be the perfect one for me..... the one that I imagine as my love when I read love stories .... the one that gives a meaning to love..... he will be THE ONE until I find someone else........
now all I need to do is accept the fact that I'm not attractive at all anymore.... for another two years ;)
god..... you know that I can't live without my dream.......so please..... give me the one thing that I've been asking for for so long..... and I will be on my way...... I want it so bad..... help me get it....... do not challenge me anymore..... please........ I've fallen hard once..... and I have managed to get up and try again...... with your help of course and the strength that YOU gave me! I want nothing else for now........ you know how small my world is and how this thing that I want is almost all there is to my LIFE....... please....... help me live..... give me what I want..... I don't want to be lost again..... PLEASE
That's right! I have gotten braces...... on the 12th of this month ..... a tuesday...... eventhought at the moment i thought of it of the ugliest thing ever..... the end...... I'll look forward to the end ....... and i know that if I die tomorrow I won't regret not having done this.... it has changed my appearence probably ...... but I seem not to care that much...... for there are not much people that i know ..... I think and hope to be a beautiful person and a more confident person in the end...... I'm sure I will be ...... I give two years of my life.... I'm not thinking of getting a bf anymore...... I mean why think about the impossible? I'm not saying that I look like a monster or anything..... but I dont look very attractive to be honest...... and I will live with it for another 2 years..... wow.....
my life is going to be so boring for the next two years...... like honestly...... this past year was the most exciting of all........ I mean with me dating and everything...... and falling in love........ wow.......it was an amazing feeling...... absoloutly AMAZING..... to be in love ..... he will always be the perfect one for me..... the one that I imagine as my love when I read love stories .... the one that gives a meaning to love..... he will be THE ONE until I find someone else........
now all I need to do is accept the fact that I'm not attractive at all anymore.... for another two years ;)
god..... you know that I can't live without my dream.......so please..... give me the one thing that I've been asking for for so long..... and I will be on my way...... I want it so bad..... help me get it....... do not challenge me anymore..... please........ I've fallen hard once..... and I have managed to get up and try again...... with your help of course and the strength that YOU gave me! I want nothing else for now........ you know how small my world is and how this thing that I want is almost all there is to my LIFE....... please....... help me live..... give me what I want..... I don't want to be lost again..... PLEASE
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