Good morning sunshine!

and by sunshine.... i mean.......SUNSHINE

I'm so happy that it's finally getting warmer and the sun has decided to stop hiding behind the clouds.... and the clouds have stopped crying......like honestly.... it was about time.....

so if you ask about my mood..... I'm all about work and getting tired and moving and maybe getting a new job...... so for now...... i can actually say that I'm OK...... I will hopefully never be who I was last year at this time :)..... but ....... I miss ...

you know I was thinking about it......when I was taking a shower yesterday..... not that it has anything to do with being in the shower..... just because of the fact that I get to relax and reflect on me and my thoughts without any interruptions.....

so as I was saying........ I was thinking.... and I was thinking that I miss being in love .......and liking people.....you know...... I used to go to chatrooms.... and honestly start having feelings for like whoever I thought as a potential "MR. RIGHT" ...... but these days..... omg....... I am not saying it's a bad thing.... I have finally come to my senses.... even if I like someone it's momentarily..... I totally forget about them the second I close the Y! ......... but still ...... it was kind of cool to always have someone in my mind.... now .... it's only one person.... sometimes....... most of the time I'm trying not to think of that someone as the one...... so I'm like...... hmmmm....... when will it happen? will I ever fall in love? ....... let me put it in better words.... will I ever find love? because it's easy to fall in love..... but finding love is something else!