UPDATE!

I'm planning to call him.

He'll either be nice and help me with my application or be a total *ss and say something mean to piece me off! Oh and I won't be surprised if he does! He's done it before. He's a scorpio and it's in his nature to attack!

I had a dream about him last night. It was kind of weird.....

From the emotional POV i can't deny the fact that I like him. I mean, I don't think I've ever said this before, and it will sound really really stupid if I tell you. Well don't laugh, it was just because I was so excited........

Are you ready?




ok here it goes.......

I was even considering marrying him! hahahahaha

like seriously........ but don't blame me! It was my first time being in that kind of an emotional state in my life and I liked him so much that I didn't even mind marrying him. And kind of still don't! hahahaa..ok maybe you should ignore this last bit, you might get a heart attack!

He was kind of two sided. One side of him was this sensative guy that was absolutely adorrrable. The times when he called me to talk when he was upset about something. You have no idea how good it feels to know that your BEING matters to at least one person in this world......

but whatever.......

what i'm sayin is that I don really like have any emotions for him because well.....it's been almost 6 monthes since the last time that we talked and I've sort of forgotten or blocked everything. But I'd really appreciate it if he helped me.....

so we'll see how it goes!

I'll keep u up to date :)