GOD YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I WANT THIS!!!!

HI GOD

you are the only one who knows how much I want to have this......or it's not even a matter of wanting it anymore.....you know how much i need it.....you know how much my life depends on it......you know how much my future my being my everything depends on it........ I fell once......no I fell twice........maybe many times....... don't let this be another fall ........... I WANT THIS

yes I am telling you with 100% assurance that I WANT TO HAVE THIS..... even if you think there's something better for me out there........ I know that there are probably many things out there that I CAN do ........but I need another start.....a restart........ if I don't get this I will be LOST....... I will be INFINITELY LOST.......And i'm not so sure if I can be found after this...... please please help me...... I will try my best.......

You know how hard it was for me to get out of the darkness before.....I have healed a little bit.........I appreciate your help along the darkness ....... I appreciate your guidance......... YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE..... THE ONE AND ONLY.........

I have failed in every single other way in life.........I have nothing else to live for......

I made a mistake......... I invested all my life in one thing..... and after losing that ONE THING........ I LOST ......... I LOST MY LIFE......and I WANT IT BACK......... PLEASE GIVE IT BACK

I WILL WORK HARD FOR IT..........HELP ME WORK HARD FOR IT........ HELP ME GET IT.......... FOR I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO LIVE FOR BUT THIS