EATING

as a human being i can not survive without eating.......

but how easy is it to eat?

For me it's the hardest thing. For me it's very difficult to eat in public, i think it's because of the "mouth problem" i have. It is kind of a disability that affects my life every single day. There's not a day that goes by when my problem doesn't bother me. But in days like today, it bothers me more. It makes me ashamed of myself and depressed. My problem gives other people, again the ones who are the closest to me and hurt me the most, to allow themselves to disrespect me and judge me. I told them that I won't go out with them again. But I can't avoid everyone can I?

My only hope is to fix my problem so I will become normal again like everyone else :(

Today we were talking about depression, and all the symptoms, I have them!

I'm certainly not as sad as I was in the past but I'm not that well either.

I wish I could find the courage to seek help!