Va in MANAM...tako tanhaa... dar aastaaneyeh viraanegi..... empty....... is how I feel.

Sunday, February 18, 2007

Can we come up with a conclusion?

And you listen and listen and listen.....
You think about it........ fail to come up with any conclusions.........so u listen more........but still........no conclusion.........why are they so different? Or maybe I should say why am I so different?
The answer to that is very obvious but it's not that interesting... so I won't be writing it here.......
You try to put all the observations together......and u do........but then....... still no conclusion.........it's a big mask that he is wearing........not necessarily a bad one......just one to hide behind...... most people seem to be like that these days........except for.........well except for me.......if you ask me about me I will tell you everything.........without hesitating......there's not much to say..........but I will say it all....... and in the end......when I'm done.......... I feel vulnerable.......... it's like being naked......again not in a bad way..... but you have put yourself out there........and let people, who might be no more than some strangers to you, to see through you.......and just when you think that they will get closer to you and give you a hand.........they leave you.........leave you standing there........wondering.........with no conclusion.........
I personally don't have a problem with telling people about who I am..... sometimes I say too much.......sometimes it feels disgusting because I feel like people can see more than they should..... and they're no more than strangers..... and I think maybe I shouldn't have told them too much...... but the time has passed...... and at the same time I feel like I don't mind it so much.........why should I hide? just because everyone else is hiding from you and me........and themselves.......doesn't mean that I should do the same........does it? Well, I don't think so........and maybe that's why I feel like I'm different......
It's very hard to look at people and decide about who they are these days......
Let's just blame it on the mask!

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