Advising.........

So this is what u have to do........

1st ........2nd..........3rd..........

People like to give you advice........ they think that they're helping you..... they tell you about the things that they have done in the past .......and what has worked and what has not......... sometimes the positive things give you some inspiration that lasts for about an hour or so before placing itself at the back of your mind........and sometimes it disappears instantly.......

for me ..... I hate to take advice from people........ I consider myself a "know it all".........eventhough I listen to people and nod like I'm very interested in what they're telling me....... I don't really care....... The next day my life will go on as what it was the day before or the week before..... it's hard for me to put my thoughts into action........not hard ......almost impossible.......... and that's what I need..... I need someone to somehow help me do the things that I plan to do......... not by just telling me..... I donnow how they can help........ because I don't like to be under pressure either...... hmm... I'm basically.....hopeless :D .........LOL

anywayz........ it's very hard to try to run the extra mile just to get back to where you were at first........it's not worth the effort......but you do it anywayz........ just to satisfy yourself....... and give yourself the false hope that you did do something........ it just didn't work........

hmmmmmmmm...that's all for now............ I'm in a depression state maybe...... there are some things in my life that are priority....... but this education problem is poking it all along and the fact that I can't take care of the priority bugs me at times.....but whatever.........it's life and ........ life must go on :)

CIAO