never though a day would come when I say that no love exists!

it exists.....in the world.......I'm sure........but for me.....there's no hope....

I don't believe enough in myself to let me love someone.........it's a lack of selfe confidence combined with the absence of the assurance to know if the one is really the one....... what if I choose the wrong one? what happens then? will I live my life to hate me for not having spent more time to find the real one? or will I put my mind at peace for having the courage to finally give in and do something as unreal as loving a stranger who might in the near future become the most familiar entity of my life?

I don't know the answer but I have a feeling that I'll always find something that is missing in me or him that will keep me from showing any emotions towards a deeper friendship........