Going on a diet.......

A real diet? well ... maybe I should since I've gained about 8 pounds in the last two monthes (the opposite of last year....... at this time I'd lost about 10 pounds..... I was 110......now I'm about 125 )

anywayz........ what I meant from DIET was staying away from some things that are not good for my health...... emotionally?

this is what happens to you when you think long and hard trying to find someone in the world who loves you and supports you and the number you get is 0!

so I'm willing to make a challenege......and I know that the rewards will be tremendous......I'm almost 100% sure about it but making myself believe it is another story!

so lets just think of this as a game......

you're probably asking yourself "hmm...what's the catch?"

just gimme a second and I shall convince you that what I'm offering is worth a try......... in the end you'll have nothing to lose but everything to gain.......if you do exactly what I ask you to do ......and NOT let yourself get distracted by the enviornment.........you'll see the SUN .... that's a promise.........

mean while you have to do the following........

It's ok if u do other things that are not on the list....... but that'd be unlikely since you almost plan everything that you do and don't allow yourself to be surprised!

as I've recently become aware ..... I can control my head .....but not my heart...... no matter how hard I try...... since these are all to do with the mind not the heart I think we'll be ok......

1) praying
2) work experience
3) proper studying
4) work out
5) news paper

good luck making up a schedule!