And the worst thing is........

Bayad harfeh delamo goosh konam

Hameh donyaaro faraamoosh konam

Dastamo boland konam be asemoon

Khodamo rahaa konam az ino oon

Delamo jodaa konam az aadamaa

Sinamo por konam az yaade khoda

Digeh baste digeh basteh entezaar

Abreh rahmat bar sareh donyaa bebaar

Shabeh taareh shabeh taareh SHABEH TAAR

Aasemoon khorshido bardaaro biaar

Well, it's ok to think that way, except for the fact that you can not! I'm constantly trying to make myself happy, trying to make my mind occupide with some happy thoughts so I won't have to spend the whole day worrying...... about god knows what?:D

It's ok to distract yourself and stuff, but at the end of the day there comes a moment when you try to think about what it was that you accomplished on that certain day...and when you realize that all you did was to cheat yourself .... that makes you..........angry.......sad........and.......DEPRESSED....... oh there is that word again! I can not believe that I am.......... ........ again.......... I just can't believe it!

I'm so scared of it.......I don't even wanna think that it's back........and even if it is ....... I will try to make it go away........... :(

Man teshneh mesleh KHORSHID

Bi sarzamin tar az Baad