Aalameh Haparooooooot!

Taa haalaa shenidin migan taraf dar aalameh haparoot be sar mibare?

Khob man = "TARAF"

I'm trying to make sense out of something that is nothing!

does that make sense? :D

I feel like there is something ( someone?) inside me that is always running away from me.....trying to clung to the first thing (person?) they see...... and they do succeed...... they grab into it and no matter how hard the wind blows they won't let go!!! So the other part of me somehow destroys whatever the other one has been holding on to.....and the other one in the end has no choice but to come back!

Welcome back to my empty life........ I'd promised you that I'd some day make it beautiful didn't I? so STOP running away!!!

: but what if I wanna live my life now? what if I wanna be happy NOW?

Be quiet! And stop crying! You are ruining my plans........

(last night ...... the stupid tears made my eyes shut down ..... so I didn't even do my assignment! I'd planned to go to sleep early and wake up early...... but no matter how hard I tried I couldn't make me open my eyes this morning ( the other part of me was still sleeppppp) ........ but I finally woke up at 7:15 and realized that the assignment is not as easy as I'd thought...... so right now I'm planing to skip my first class so I can finish it! ..... I'm kind of happy because I finally have some time to organize my binders too .. grrrr )