Khodaayaa.......

Komakam kon.....

Bezaar be kaaro zendegieh khodam beresam......

Midoonam man ahmagham........

Ghalbam...baaz dobaareh in ghalbam....... nemidoonam chera baazam dard mikoneh...... har vaght behesh fekr mikonam dard migire...... kheyli badeh....... arzeshesho nadareh.. man midoonam arzeshesho nadaareh.... kheyli khoshhalam ke ba man harf nemizaneh... motmaennam ke man be dardeh oon nemikhoram.... oonam be darde man nemikhoreh..... motmaennam..... 100% ...... vali... vaay GHALBAM..... kaash farda majboor nemishodam sare kaar beram ....... saat 10 - 7 ...... shabam ke biam hameh khooneh hastan...... aslan vaghte fekr kardan nadaaram......

kaash ye kaari kardeh bood ke azash badam biaad..... vali ...... man baayad bezaaramesh kenaar..... delam nemikhad aslan digeh behesh fekr konam..... nemikhaam... ye jeghel bacheyeh porrooyeh dokhtar baazeh zaboon baaz bebin chi kar kardeh :( .......ahhhmagh..... yaadeh dastaneh joojeh ordake zesht oftaadam...

ok.......

tanhaa 1 raah moondeh..... baayad delete esh konam...... nemitoonam bebinam ke online miado midooneh man hastam o message nemideh... nemitoonam tahammol konam......

emrooz sob dashtam fekr mikardam .... (midoonam gharar bood behesh fekr nakonam vali.....khob man dooste digeyi nadaaram o be nazar mioomad...... ) ..... dashtam fekr mikardam ke ageh harfe biroon raftan pish biad behesh begam "az to be yek eshaareh az man be sar davidan" ......... albate ye joori be shookhi.... lol... hatman sekte ghalbi mikoneh ....adameh kholtar az man peida nemishe.....vali khodaayish kheyli baahaalam....

Beh har haal....... pesari ke in hameh khaater khaah dashte baasharo man nemitoonam tahammol konam........ pas behtare az hamin avval ba ham harf nazanim.......

Negaa kon toro khoda...alanam raftam online be omide inke oon yek ho in vaghte shab biad online!! akhe man chera enghad kharam....

shab saat 12:11 ke raftam online oon bood..vali bad yeho zad away o ta nim saat man sabr kardam khabari nashod o log out kardam..... kaash oonam 1% e man delesh........

Vali haghameh..... bichareh #4 o kheyli aziat kardam..... vali man az avval behesh goftam azash khosham nemiad vali in #3 e bishoor...... azash vaghti cd gereftam migoft "motmaennam ahangai ke too cd haayeh manano nashnidi" ... goftam ee khob bishtar bedeh..... goft hala kam kam hamaro mishnavi..... goftam chan ta dari..... goft be andazeyeh yek saal...... yani yek saal.. too fekram goftam wow yani man taa 1 saal baa in....... (L) .........

alaan ke daram inaaro minevisam delam mikhad behesh email bezanam begam ke (L) ........ vali kheyli eshtebaaheh...... kheyli kheyli eshtebaaheh........

ah aakhe delete kardanesham kaare dorosti be nazar nemiad........

chera ...... man bayad delete esh konam........ man adameh hasoodiam ...hichvaght nemitoonam ba hamchin mojoodeh doos daashtani e begardam.......

cd'sh am fadaayeh saram...... avazesh man barash oon emaileh toolaaniro neveshtam ke motmaennam az khoondanesh kolli haal kard......

baashe..... hamin alan delete esh mikonam..... ta hafteyeh dige am az zehnam kamkam paak mishe....

farda shab....... asri ke az sare kaar oomadam bayad ye barnaameh rizieh doros hessabi bokonam intori nemishe... alanam begiram bekhabam ke saat 7-8 bayad bidar sham....... vaay saa'atam nadaaram............ khodayaa bidaaram kon... hosele nadaram dobare late beresam....

ok.....fe'lan harfe digeyi nadaaram...... BYE

( khodam alan in harfayi ke neveshtamo dobare khoondam......mesle ye adameh divooneh... yani chizayi ke neveshtam...... nakoneh man....... yani mishe adam divooneh bashe o bedooneh khodesh divoonasto... ba'd....... chi? ey vaay alan ke badtar shoddddd... ok man raftam....)

(ok ye chiz dige migam badan miram... ghablaz inke inaaro benevisam dashtam ketabeh farsieh "Az eshgh taa abadiat" ro mikhoondam.....ba'd az tarze neveshtaneh khateraate yaaroo khosham oomad..... ghashang neveshte ke chejoor ehsaasaati dashte...bara hamin posteh endafam yekam ba dafeh haayeh ghabl fargh mikoneh....... ok digeh vaaaaghean raftam :D)