I like to make everything dramatic!

Omg .......

I'm so stupid...... yesterday I saw one of my classmates.....we were taking politics together about a year ago.........

Anywayz..... I told him about what I'm doing with ma life and things like that......and after that he asked for my phone number...... so I gave it to him.....and then wrote my e-mail address on a piece of paper and said " don't forget to add me!!! "

He said that it was his birthday yesterday....and was going to the plaza ( i have no idea what/where a plaza is... i mean i could find out ....... but yes... i'm that stupid/ UNINFORMATIVE ... is that even a word? !!!! ) ........ he asked me to go after I'm off from work.... I said no I'll be so tired i'd wanna go home...he said nooo u should come it will be fun.... I said i'm sorry I can't maybe we can hang out next week or something... call me or email me and we'll do something for sure........

After that he left....... and I was thinking "omg ...... why the h*ll did I say those things???? was that me talking out there? I don wanna go out with him or anyone else!!! ......." ... then I was laughing... like alwayz.......whenever I say something stupid I laugh at myself.......

I mean....it's not like I dont wanna go out with him because he's a bad guy......and it's not like I don wanna go out with all the people (girls/guys) that I promise going out with ...

I will FOR SURE give u a call... when are ur days off next week ??? ..........

but in the end I realize that I dont want to hang out with anyone beside myself! don't ask whyyyyyy because I donnow

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