Heartache.......

Ouch.....

it hurts........hmm...no it just feels weird......

I woke up at 2:30 and realized that he'd messaged me 15 mins before :(

And then my heart......it slow downed again.....58/ min........ and it wasn't a good feeling.......

It's 5 30 now and i'm still awake.......

and no...trust me ......this is not love